I have been back-building some heavy feelings wondering where they are stemming from. Wondering why my brain races so much. I'm not praying enough, not going to meetings, not engaging in anything of matter or taking matters too lightly.
I'm sleeping and dreaming strangely; waking feeling desperate. It's heaviness in my head and I am stuck in the revolving door of my delusional thoughts. I feel hurt by other's actions because I am selfish and wanting. I feel strange about my life right now and out of whack, out of sorts, out of frame of reference.